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the harbor and the master...

I know for the past few months everythin' becomes mixed up in you…the joy…the pain…the agony and the contentment…if you look…you see nothing…yet when distracted…you see everythin' clearly…it’s like running joyously bare footed...

I never knew that my existence was such an important to another living being…ohh…I miss that spot…that vital spot…and I’m sorry for I played along and enjoy your uneasiness…

So the wheel rolls and the time has come for me to let the apple of my eyes drop to the laws of gravity…to let the ship leave the old harbor…this is happiness and bliss…I hope she understand when I said "let it flow with the tide and wave…"

As the great Gibran wrote…”to know the pain of too much tenderness…to be wounded by your own understanding of love….to bleed willingly and joyfully”

God created me to be a child and left me to be a child forever…but why did he let life beat me and take away my joy and leave me alone at playtime…to crumple up in feeble hands the orange colored cloth streaked with tearstain…since I cannot life without affections…why was that affections taken from me?... are you being funny again my dear lord?

my appology...my dear god...you already given me the answer…I know…I have been such a badly behaved son of yours…I understand it perfectly…I hope she’ll understand it heartily…

and for you my dear love feel free to visit this ol harbour… as the harbormaster will never leave his wharf…

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I still remember him carryin' Lee Toyol on his back in one of the gigs circa 90’s…serious looking guy with a sense of humor…gonna miss him

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